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Sunday, August 10, 2008
I never really like the blogger template or maybe i just never got the whole blogger format. I don't really like blogger at all but here I am updating my blogger hoping to fly under the radar. First and foremost i'm fucking frustrated as fuck. I think i'm bout to go get me some ice cream... Twitter is fantastic. yeah, yeah, yeah
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Global Grinding 1![]() This makes staying up until 4 in the morning surfing the net all worth wild. My first blog over on Russell Simmons Global Grind Please sign up and read it and leave a comment if you can. Thanks. Also I just did another website Straight From The A as well, which is why I'm up at 2:50 am writing. Only to have to wake up at the crack of dawn to go see Barack Obama tomorrow in NC on the night after the best speech of all time. I wonder if he could follow that up. I talked to one of my best friends from Jersey tonight and we discussed his ambition and his ideas on how to break into the music and stock game. Yeah that's right... go figure. It was a great conversation. Speaking of great conversation my little girl is a trip. We had a dinner date at the fast food spot of her choice KFC. She finally found out what the KFC meant. Kentucky Fried Chicken and now she was calling her popcorn chicken Kentucky. But we had a discussion on Obama's speech. I told her it was better than I have a dream the IHAD of out time. My 6 year old told me... o0o0o0o you better stop teasing MLK he going to come back from the dead and kill you. I told her to hush and explained my point. to which she said yes you are teasing him you said Barack Obama was better. She said MLK was going to beat me up... I said no he's not b/c he was a non violent man. She said well he's going to tell the guy who shot him to come and kill you if you don't stop. lol Then told me not to "denigrate" MLK.... Umm Yeah I'm scared for my life now. lol Blogxilla [
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
Church FolksJob: 40:8 "Would you discredit my justice? Would you condemn me to justify yourself? 9 Do you have an arm like God's, and can your voice thunder like his? Today at church we had the pleasure of being serenaded by Deloen Richards-Sheffield her new last name giving as an after thought. Since she is long time friends w/ the pastor's wife, she was introduced as a friend. A minor slip of the mind which went out of the window after a thunderous round of applause as she walked on the stage and sang a beautiful song called Clean Hands. Her voice was so amazing, powerful and soulful yet I couldn't help laughing as she did as most singers do and showed off the power of her voice by numerous riffs on certain words. You know the ohhh ohhhh ah oo0o0o0o0o0o0... Then as I received my message I realized where I knew her from, she is the female who was involved in the Other R-Kelly sex scandal. In November of 2004 a Chicago man, allegedly tried to get $20,000 from a sports agent by claiming to possess videotapes of the then Yankee slugger Gary Sheffield's wife having sex with R. Kelly. Sheffield was aware that before his marriage, wife DeLeon Richards, now 28, had a "long-term relationship with a well-known professional singer over 10 years ago." Then underage songstress was getting down w/ Mr. Freak Nasty and taped it. And let's not forget the many other scandals involving the church, take Rev. Ted Haggard who bought methamphetamine and might of had gay sex w/ the male escort dealer even after denouncing gay marriage on many occasions. Yet millions love his message b/c of what it does for them. Sort of like what today's service has done to me. You see I am a firm believer that today's religion is missing that fact that God knows we are all sinners and although we sin we are still able to received God's blessings. A lot of church folk like to look down on the club goers, whores, poor people, bums, etc. But the fact is that Jesus wouldn't have judged anyone. Just as the community tried to stone Prostitute He said let he who is w/o sin cast the first stone. Why do we tend to judge people? Why do church folk try so hard to change people? Pull your pants up, get off the corner, wear some clothes... When the fact is that God knows exactly when we will clean up our image, stop having sex w/ numerous partners, quit drinking and smoking. It's already written right? You see while in the barber shop this weekend, talking about getting old when one country man dawning a Jeri curl said God does all good things. To which I said why do you church folk only give God credit for the good things and not the bad? When you win the lotto, it's thanks you Jesus, but when you lose your job it's the Devil is a Lie!!! First of all we need to stop giving the Devil credit for things, he all ready lost! The Bible says in Lamenations 3:38 Both bad and good things come by the command of the Most High. No one should complain when he is punished for his sins. I simply don't understand the failure to realize that the obstacles and challenges we face are simple God's way of letting us know we are coming into a new season, that things are going to get better. You don't have to change today, it's okay to have a drink every now and then, did you have sex w/ someone you met at the club this weekend it's alright, ask God for forgiveness he knew you would make mistakes and if your heart is in the right place you can be forgiving. They have no idea who you are and who you are about become. My habits and addictions are not one of a saint, but should you look past my message if it reads like it's for you? Should I not be blessed to be a featured subject in the Economist Magazine The American South? Only God can judge you, so lift your head up high and know in your heart that you are a great person who has everything ever great person before you has had. 2 arms, 2 legs and a brain. Your spirit already has a memory of your future embedded deep with in, MAKE IT HAPPEN! Blogxilla [
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
Quote of the Day: Jealousy is bred in doubts. When those doubts change into certainties, then the passion either ceases or turns absolute madness. I was on the computer chatting w/ a close friend when my phone rang, it was a restricted number at first i didn't answer but this person called back. I figured it was someone I knew, one of many friends who keep their number blocked due to numberous male stalkers. I picked up the phone and a male voice which appeared to be altered by some sort of device. This voice said Don't talk just listen. He proceeded to make numerous threats, said that I harrass women. The actual dialog of the call is neither here nor there. At first I was scared b/c i thought it was the feds coming to render me for the numerous political blogs i post or for being one some international website I had no business being on. I thought for sure I was about to be rendered to Uzbekastan. I grabbed my gun tucked it in my jeans and walked outside still on the phone. My Enemies have done more for me than my friends, a wise man said they only fight you when you're big enough to be fought. So I refuse to have battles with people who are not on my level. Yesterday I talked of a change coming and as you can see from the banner I will be launching my website later this month. www.BlogXilla.com I've notice that a lot of people in this blog world are stuck in the same place w/ no attempt to grow. It's evident by the level of hate i receive b/c i have removed my self from the circle I used to run with. I created La Familia in order to complete myself I noticed that i was surrounded w/ like minded people so i distanced myself and put people of diverse backgrounds around me. Great people like Taymah, Trish and the ever so wonderful Ladie Creation. These 3 woman have been a blessing to me and have made me into a better person. I noticed that the other's were just standing around me waiting on my next idea so they could be apart of something. Blogxilla [
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Quote of the Day: The body is an instrument, the mind its function, the witness and reward of its operation.![]() ![]() After he got every thing prepared he washed his hands and walked into the living room to find the 2 woman half naked kissing and rubbing on each other. He walked over to the couch slowly admiring the scene that was taking place before his eyes and sat on the floor. both girls topless he crawled over to his girl parted her legs and rubbed his index finger over her moist clit. Pushing her panties to the side to slowly inserted his finger inside of her. After massage the roof of her pussy he pulled it out and tasted her wetness it was like candy to his tongue. He pulled her panties off and went to work, Licking his lips and then licking her lips moving his tongue in a circular motion this time sticking his middle finger inside and now rubbing the bottom of the pussy as he stimulated her clit w/ his tongue. Her best friend was working on her neck and tits. he reached up w/ his free hand and motioned for Mary to get on the floor w/ him. Once she was on the floor w/ him they engaged in a kiss mouths not touching tongues flicking right on over the pussy as each of them held a leg up in the air teasing the pussy. Mary broke free and started to please the pussy of her best friend. Moans shot in the air like warning shots before a shootout. ![]() He got up off the floor and sat on the couch 2 girl around his crotch slowly unbuttoning his jeans. His girl reached in and pulled out his dick. She began stroking it, she loved the feel of a hard dick in her hand. Meanwhile Mary wanted some action. She fantasized bout how it was, after hearing the stories, and watching the smile on the face of her best friend day after day. She pulled his jeans completely off. As her best friend stroked his dick she positioned her mouth to take his rod inside of her mouth. She teased the head and licked it w/ each downward stroke of her best friend. She moved her friends hand and started stroking it her self w/ her free hand she motioned her friends head on to her mans dick and guided her mouth up and down on his dick. Both mouths of the ladies watering and juicy. Mary went for the balls as her friend to the shaft into her mouth. Sucking and letting trickles of saliva drip down his shaft as she sucked. He back arched his toes curls it was like super head times 2 his balls in one mouth his dick in another. He sat back and enjoyed the view until he needed to feel himself inside of them he grabbed his dick back. Reaching in his pants he put the magnum on his dick. and bent his girl over and entered her from behind. To be continued. Blogxilla [
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
Quote of the Day: "I wash my hands of those who imagine chattering to be knowledge, silence to be ignorance, and affection to be art." Kahlil GibranI set forth on a journey to reunite w/ my one true love, my daughter. She is my guiding light in the wilderness of America. On my way out of the door a pit bull waited, his mouth foaming its muscles buldging from his shoulders, its teeth grinding razor sharp dagers ready to use the powerful jaws to crush and maim. My heart dropped to my ankles, adrenaline rushed and I ran back in the house. The Dog scratched at my door, barked w/ a evilness only lucifer could place in the heart of a creation of God. I ran to the balcony to draw the beast into the back of the building. Dropped down hot dogs and chicken wings to ease his hungry for blood. It seemed to work b/c after 3 raw chicken wings which he crushed with ease he started running back and forth and rolling in the dirt. This dog could have been a metaphor for my life. The dog is the conglomerate of nay sayers, who feel the need to speak on situation they know nothing about. The chicken wings are food for thought. My side of the story which I have yet to tell b/c Nay Sayer Inc (NSI) are not on my level. But as I traveled my mind wandered, my eyes scanned my surroundings, for I am ever paranoid of an ambush of someone sneaking up on me, or just some sicko who decides to snap and shoot up the place. But I notice a cop walk up and stand near the exit, he says something that I can't make out, a young black man with a mouthful of double cheese burger fresh of the 99 cent menu at McDonalds replies. Next thing I know the ticket book is out and he's asking the youth for ID. The youth stands up his back turned to me, facing the cop, his shorts around his thighs his super long t-shirt which hung down to his knees had gathered cheese and collected in between his ass cheeks. My head dropped to the floor and all thoughts of feeling sorry for the kid left. I felt bad but the kid should have had a belt on. I just hope he didn't snitch. As I arrived at the greyhound station 20 minutes before my schedule departure from Atlanta I dropped my bag on the floor to hold my spot in line again i scanned the area. I noticed Greyhound now has security. What the Hell?!?! He's checking bags? This can't be real. He wasn't checking my line so I thought maybe that was the bus going to Virginia I continued to look around my eyes stopped on a young girls whose myspace name is _Jasmine. She had 12 peircing in her nose and mouth area, purple hair and a pair of chuck taylors which she had colored on. She had me at hello I listened and plotted for the perfect time to join their conversation. She was talking to a woman who sounded like Barry White, who actually was white and had on a dodgers jersey which looked like she had just rounded all the bases and slide head first into home plate. I came to find out exactly what I thought the girl w/ Purple hair and a mysapce page was actually quite cool. She liked wrestling and was a fan of Jeff Hardy. Now the purple hair makes total sense she had caught the trip up here to hang w/ a fan and to catch an autograph session w/ Jeff Hardy. Needless to say she entertained me for the 2 hours it took for my bus to actually arrive. Once on the bus I sat next to a nice black woman who offered me chips and a Gatorade we talked about the FWNBTD Radio! Smch, local radio, Catherine Johnson and Books I told her to pick up Kenji Jasper's Dark and Seeking Salamanca Mitchell as I tell anyone who yearns to read good material. She told me her mother was having surgery to have 2 titanium rods placed in her spine in Charlotte Blogxilla [
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
10. If she's not feeling loved, she WILL start looking.Is this is your girl, wifey, or Jump off. I know its an unwritten Man Law that you can't show a girl that you like them, but dayum dudes show your GIRL that you actually care. And showing that you actually care doesn't mean buying them the most expensive thing in Macy's although expensive gifts don't hurt. But try making something for them or doing something a little unique like planning a picnic, writing a poem, or just lip syncing your song to them. Doesn't matter if you can write or not it's just the thought that matters. Now there is one exception to this rule. Make sure this is your girl this method may not work w/ Jump offs or Buddies. 9. Celebrate the anniversary, even if it's only been a few months, or the first kiss, It's gets you MAD Brownie points. Remember she's still a girl, no matter how much of an independent woman she claims to be, Girls are mushy, and they like to know that you're paying attention. So a simple card or candle can go a long way in building a relationship into a stable foundation for the future and is the 2 of you. 8. She is unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead. You got balls don't you? Act like it. No females wants a man she can walk all over so have a backbone tell her no sometimes and then surprise her when she least expect it. Going out this weekend make the plans trust me if she isn't bout it she'll let you know. Take the lead, tell her what the 2 of you are going to be doing tonight. If you're worried about if she will like it, then you haven't been paying attention to anything she's being saying. Change careers. 7.Breasts love much licking and sucking. You have to be sure that in the heat of the moment you don't ignore the nipples. Love the breast and be sure to show them equal attention. Start at the top work your way counterclockwise w/ your tongue. To a female only a few things are worst then one hard nipple. 6.Plan the occasional fancy-schmancy dress-up date and impromptu weekend getaways, and buy her favorite candy in advance even when just going to the movies. Women get tired of the same ole routine week in and week out. Blockbusters nights are cool on a rainy night, but all the time it's call her boyfriend is lame and a dude like me has no problem taking your girl out and giving her the time of her life... and best believe that next weekend I will have her in my room w/ her ankles on her earlobes while Dru Hill's Somebodies Sleeping In My Bed plays in the background as a thrust the manxilla to the beat. 5. She thinks you're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, rapping your favorite song, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby, reading. What do all of those things have in common? They are all simple things. you don't have to do too much to impress a woman who likes you. If you find yourself having to do some World Strongest Man shit like picking up a car w/ your pinky, blindfolded while doing the macarena in order to impress your old lady. Then you might need to end that relationship early. A good woman is turned on by the simple things like telling her the truth. 4. Even nice girls like hushed dirty talk in public. Next time you're with your girl in the supermarket walk up behind her while shes picking out produce and whisper in her ear that you want to fuck the shit out of her right on top of the Red Peppers and discreetly feel on your booty while you do it. Now it might not happen then and there but when you get home and after you're done helping her w/ put away the food. The Kitchen might become the scene of your own Debbie Does Dallas. 3. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want your girl to see, hear, read...(Yes Myspace Comments Count) I'm really surprised at the number of girls who have ended a potential relationship b/c some random chick left some shit on their dudes myspace page. Fellas if you know you have an ace in the pocket why ruin it w/ a jump off w/ a loud mouth. But if you gt caught and you know your boo is not your girl yet why lie about it? Girls are a lot more forgiving then you think they are. Tell her the truth. Women want a choice its an essential need to their existence. So simply put Stop Lying. 2.Most of the time when she fantasize, it's about us. You're at work and you decide to send your girl a message saying that you're thinking about her and while she's filing away memo's for Mr. Crabtree or holding down her 6 figure job, she reads your text and she's wet for the rest of the day. She is dreaming about riding the ManXilla, Your head sammiched between her thighs, and just laying on your chest and smelling your cologne as the 2 of you watch Girlfriends together. 1.Merely acting like you think you're hot makes you hot. Be grateful, because women actually have to be hot to be hot. I know you all seen it, you're in the mall and you see a model type chick who would put every contender on Next Top Model to shame w/ the ugliest dude in the world. You immediately think he must have tons of money or drives a Benz but then you catch them again in the parking lot getting into a 89 Ford Escort w/ Spinnner Hubcaps. Its b/c he holds him self like a king and actually had the balls to approach her. Dude no females wants a guy who is more sensitive then she is, she doesn't want to whip your tears after you finish watching Bambi w/ your niece. B/c she actually has to go and get her hair done every week. She has to get her eyebrows arched, her toe nails painted and buy the flyest shit b/c if she doesn't boomquisha who looks like a foot is going to get the good man and dog him and turn him into the next dog who will give all good men everywhere a bad name. Blogxilla [
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Monday, April 23, 2007
Quote of the Day: One of the most important-and most neglected-elements in the beginning of the interior life is the ability to respond to reality, to see the value and the beauty in ordinary things, to come alive to the splendour that is all around us.Click here to listen to the Audio of Alec Baldwin telling his daughter off Last week someone released a message of Alec Baldwin screaming on his daughter saying he has made an "ASS" out of him self for the last time. The media are having a field day with this story. Putting this man's business all out in the public. When I first heard the audio I thought so what big deal. I've been cursed out way worst then this, he caller her a pig. o0o0o Big deal try being called an evil little snot nosed mother fucker who will never be shit and grow up just like their alcoholic daddy. Now I never was told that but I know kids who have, huh what hey I was a top notch kid as a youngster... Okay maybe not but still kids get curse out for doing dumb stuff all the time and if the kid has any sense they will take a curse out over a beating everyday. Now I'm very careful of what I say to my daughter being a father. But they are talking about taking his visitation rights from him... I say for what? He didn't do anything. He got mad b/c he's paying a huge amount of child support and all he wants to do is talk to his child. I'd be mad too. Now I would never talk to my princess like that but in the heat of the moment your voice my raise to a yell. So I'll keep this short since yesterday's blog was kind of long. Is it okay to curse a kid out? Have you ever been cursed out by your elders if so what did they say and what did you do? Basically leave a comment. I'm trying to be a top blogger. It's my goal and I'm not ashamed to admit it. lol So if you don't have anything creative to say just put Xilla and leave 2 kudos. Oh yea I lost 15 readers from yesterday blog. So tell 5 friends to subscribe to my blogs whoever gets the most people to subscribe will be featured in next weeks banner to make sure they let me know you referred them. Thanks. Blogxilla [
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
Skull and Blogz - Deep Fried Fairy Tales. Quote of the Day: Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed. It is said an eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. Today I ask that you use your brain and think about the world we live in. It's an ever changing world, take this blog for instance today is the first full day of my job blocking Internet access, but if you look back you see faces who use to be regulars no longer here. People who use to be first all the time who would not be caught dead leaving a comment on my blog for whatever personal reason they may have. I don't fault them I have a very strong personality and it take a stronger person to be able to handle that. But again I fault no one it's totally a choice to read my blogs and leave a comment and I will not hold a gun to any one's head to read or comment on any of my postings. You see choice is the gift we are all giving at birth. Choice is the one thing no one can take away from us, if we choose to do something no words can stop us or change our heart from doing it. A mind that is made up is an unmovable object which can not be budged neither with words nor actions. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Click the banner to subscribe to the podcast |