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Thursday, March 15, 2007

We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives



A boy, in the midwest of this land, will grow up in a home where your book will be on the shelf and spoken of often. He will grow up with these ideas in his head. He will grow into a great orator. He will speak and his words will be heard throughout this land and throughout the world. This boy will become leader of this country and begin a movement of great change. He will speak of you and your words and your book will be the seeds of many of his great thoughts. They will be the seeds of change.

As the smoke clears and the empty box of newports sit on the desk, and the silence screams at a deafening level, I sit and think. The young blacks you see are the first generation of blacks to roam America w/o any significant struggle to overcome. Unless you want to count hate but that was yesterday's blog. A vessel full of potential, promise and hope, myself like many black man navigate this world confused and lost. Chasing dreams like dogs after a fire engine, or Pepe Le Pew after that clumsy cat who always gets the white paint stripped down her back. We juggle bills, and get lost in loves jungle ending up w/ multiple baby fathers and mothers. Responsibility has been throw out w/ last season hottest fad, and the hook up has become our best friend, the Tommy to our Martin, or the Lynn to our Joan. While all of this is happening we are losing our place is society, waiting for some mythical being to come enhance our communities. It's not going to happen.

We have an inate fear of the truth, that must be abolished in order to move up in the world. Listen to me. It’s not what he’s doing to you. It’s what you’re not doing, so stop concerning yourself with others. Sure we have to come together as a people but it no longer requires marching through Selma, just for each individual to wake up and be a respectable citizen. And yes it's true most of the lower and lower middle class people are not holding up their end of the deal. When you have parents who are more focused on finding a babysitter to hit the club than finding a job, then we have a problem. With Section 8 you can get a house and pay 8 dollar mortgage, but with good education and dedication you can get start a business that will be so successful your mortgage will seem like 8 dollars. I can never fathom why the mother cries when her child has been shot dead after a shootout w/ the cops or when her son is in an orange jump suit. Where were they when he was growing up, and how come you didn't know he had a gun. When I was 14 my mother found my porn stash in the best hiding place in the world, under my mattress. Did you ever think that if you didn't give the child's father such a hard time that maybe he would be around. How could a father leave their flesh and blood and not be there for them in their time of need. I guess that the side effect of that Dope Boy Magic.

I would like to close this blurb with 2 quotes, from the opposite end of the spectrum that have nothing to do w/ each other but everything to do w/ each other. Bill Cosby said: "you can’t keep asking Jesus to do things for you. You can’t keep asking God to find a way. God is tired of you. God was there when they won all those cases. 50 in a row. That’s where God was because these people were doing something. And God said, 'I’m going to find a way.' I wasn’t there when God said it… I’m making this up. But it sounds like what God would do" next is a Quote from Tyler Durden: "Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God? Listen to me! You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you." Now in no way shape or form am i denouncing God, Yahweh or any other name you wish to call the Almighty for he has blessed you w/ the ability to do all things. What I'm trying to say is get up get out and do something. Start an after school program in your subdivision, Go get your kids, read a book that is not street lit, Buy a belt! I mean do something.



Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned-


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